" May you never steal, lie, or cheat. But if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows. And if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life. And if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn't live a day without you. "
OMO -.- heaven it is to say such vow. Almost heaven,.. There's a saying that goes " forgive and forget". As an ordinary human being, heyy,.. human brain can remember well! "Forget" is something which is not easy to do. Even if we try to forget, the scars remain. Every wound left its scar. No matter how big, small or deep it will be. Scars make us reflect about every tragedy again and again. "Forgive"..? Yes, we can forgive. I can. To say that I experienced trauma from everything that happened,.. it's not fair enough. How tough this journey may I be in is not comparable to others who suffer even more. It's not fair to say that I suffer alone. It's not fair to say that nobody can understand me,.. because they really don't. It's not even fair to be mad because thing just happened the way it wanted to be. The real way He wanted it to be. How am I able to follow this path? Is that even a correct question to ask? And why bother asking? The one who supposed to mend this already damaged heart, broke it again. Again I go for a second round of therapy, cause surgery can't even fixed it. All along, healing is needed. Immediately.
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