Everything start back at 1

Who ever thought of having the feeling of a total massive adrenaline rush? Like when you accidentally fall from a high tower, and all you can imagine is to hit the tared-road. But you can't really see that down there is actually a few sharp spears speared on the road, so like a group of crocodiles waiting for their "happy meal". When you realized, all you can think of is "there's no more hope to LIVE". That's what I felt when I received my precious result on March, 21st 2012. Yeah, I know... everybody's giving me credits for it, but I don't think I've given my best. For I know my own capability.. and if and only if I was smart enough to be matured, I can get a better result. 4A+, 2A,1B+ and 2B.. How's that sounds to you? Pretty pity. So near, and yet so far to reach! *frustration overload... I remembered someone told me that "what decision you choose, never say if only I was...soon". Wise quote though.. Tell me, who's the dumb-ass right now? -.- Well, I also remembered a verse from the Holy Bible about something,.. and I can't really recalled what it said, but it's so much sounds like this if God didn't give you what you wanted, then it's not good for you, nor according to His will. Yeah baby yeah~ felt so much better after reflecting on the verse. Kyaaaaaa... ^^ Though, in the future ahead.. I'll give, do and contribute my super awesome best in whatever I am going to achieve.. I will not promise but I'll remember this hope I have said. Kekekekekeke^^ now I wonder why my 1119 is a 1A GCE-O level.. hahahahaha.. cool, aite? ;)